The second day I was feeling sorry, then it reappeared. It stayed another night. That is to say, the blessed bird wanted to congratulate both The Staff of Moses and the Night of Acquittal. ∗∗∗
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My Dear, Loyal Brothers!
The reason I have accepted the biography of my Kastamonu life written by Kastamonu's Husrev and Süleyman Rüştü, Mehmed Feyzi and Emin, without altering the excessive, undeserved praise it contains, is this: recently a high-ranking official and a sergeant in Afyon insulted me, as though by destroying the public's good opinion of me, the people here would not embrace the Risale-i Nur as they have in Denizli and Isparta, and those lights would not shine out. I endured it, but I was saddened because the new students here were upset. While I was pondering over this, Mehmed Feyzi's sincere, learned, and respectful letter thrust those wretched officials' insults in their faces reducing them to nothing, and completely dispelled my distress. The exact coincidence with those wretches' bullying insults of those two Nurjus' praise and respect, who are infinitely more elevated they are, makes me feel certain that it was wonder of Feyzi and Emin's loyalty. ∗∗∗
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My Brothers !
It has now become clear that their intention in summoning me to the police station and government offices unnecessarily on false pretexts, was only to insult and belittle me in front of people and make me look guilty. I can't stand it any longer. As far as is possible they should not summon me. Go and see the criminal judge. Find me someone to act as my lawyer so that if necessary he can go to the police station in my place. It is torment and torture for a person who has lived in isolation for twenty-five years to see such offensive people. During eight years in Kastamonu I met only once with the governor on his insistence and went twice to the police station. Here, I have had to go more than ten times. I can't go anymore. Get a note from the doctor, otherwise this town will suffer material and spiritual harm.
The four severe earthquakes last night, which confirmed the matter of